Friday, November 28, 2008

IN MY HEAD

I am tired.
My eyes - droopy.
Like my limp mind.
I scribble a story.
In my head.
Sentences contrived.
Meanings lost.
Words - Cacophony - Dissonance.
All mere synonyms.
My feelings - yellow.
Jaundiced, I lisp.
Befuddled with phlegm.
Crippled to reason.
Battling shadows within.
A pleasure so vacuous.
A flight so faithless.
Subsist - I don't.
For numeral, I am not.
No word or story.
Just weary.
Very weary.
In my head.

P.S. -- As usual, just an outburst. Written for not even me to comprehend. Prospective employer (wherever you are), please ignore this post :) Thank you.

10 comments:

Subramanian Ramachandran said...

echoos me..innum enna jaundiced, cacaphony, crippled nu vomiting words ah use pannitu?

udhai vaanga pore nee :)

The FortySomething Aunty said...

@ Sabji
I know! It's "expected" of me to not use those disturbing phrases anymore! :) ...
Let's wait and see if I "thirundhify" at all!

Aarti said...

enna achchu maydam????? :)

thirundify and u... hmm, thats a long shot..parkalam...

emathitiye di.. was looking fwd to seeing u and now ur not coming!! sob sob....

The FortySomething Aunty said...

@ Aaartz
I'm mighty disappointed too :( ... But didn't wanna take risk before the big trip! After that, perhaps...

P.S. -- Can you believe it, appa actually liked this "ode to some nonsense"! :D :D

Lakshmi said...

sometimes expressing anything, including nonsense is a good thing ..

The FortySomething Aunty said...

@ Laksh
Yeah! Felt so much better after this outburst :)

The last adam said...

hmmm...my time has come to go back home. Kuttichathanism is getting out of hand :D

The FortySomething Aunty said...

@ Thathanks
Randi randi! Thondaraga India ki randi! Else will pen more odes {:P} and torture-e-vous! :D :D ...

Ramya Shankar said...

Somehow I feel like my sub-conscious mind just wrote those! :P

The FortySomething Aunty said...

@ Ramya
:)